Why I Am Afraid to Record Myself
Why even the selfie stick stayed in the car, what my reaction to a friend's video taught me, and why I am still going to keep recording.
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Passionate software engineer with 7+ years of experience building scalable web and mobile applications. Currently leading UI/UX and frontend development at Marex, specializing in React, TypeScript, and modern architectures. I thrive on solving complex problems and mentoring teams to deliver high-quality software.
Leading UI/UX and frontend development for the new Neon Payments product.
Led frontend development for trading platforms using React, TypeScript, and micro-frontend architecture. Mentored junior developers and drove technical decisions for a team of eight engineers.
Developed and maintained trading applications using React, .NET, and Azure. Implemented CI/CD pipelines and improved code quality through SonarQube integration.
Built full-stack features using C#, .NET Framework, and React. Collaborated with cross-functional teams to deliver customer-facing trading tools.
Worked on enterprise software solutions while completing my studies, gaining experience with Python, SQL, and agile delivery.
A selection of recent work I'm proud of, spanning mobile, web, and AI solutions.
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On devBarbar I talk openly about work, personal growth, procrastination, health, and learning to move forward before everything feels perfectly figured out.
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Honest reflections and practical ideas from work, technology, and life.
Why even the selfie stick stayed in the car, what my reaction to a friend's video taught me, and why I am still going to keep recording.
Why professional success does not automatically mean that your life feels like it is moving forward, and why I am starting this channel anyway.